Where Do I Go?

So far as of now I'm completely lost. lost as to where I'm supposed to be in life by now. lost to the fact that I used to know who I was. just pain lost. i always seem to find new lights in life that mke things clearer but the more light that comes to me the more fog I have trouble seeing through. I have so many split personalities and i never know to use them to all think at once. I'm just going crazy now a days. I try to do all kinds of things to get my train of thought on track but nothing seems to work. It's just crazy man. I wish i had help. I always ask for help but my voice is never loud enough. Until that day where i can pierce the wall that keeps me bind to my thousands of thoughts i'll just wander around in endless thought.